Please Pray For Asia Bibi

 

Today, tomorrow, the next day, and thereafter, until she is released unharmed and she and her family come to a place of safety, I will be praying for Asia Bibi.  Please help by praying for her too.  Her situation is really tragic and dire, and anything you can do to help will be a blessing.

Bibi, a Christian woman living in Pakistan, got into a dispute with other women in her village about sharing a water jug or glassAfter she offered them water,  the other women refused to drink from the same container saying it was unclean.  An argument ensued. These other women, who are Muslim, afterward accused Asia of “dishonoring” the prophet, which under Pakistan’s blasphemy law carries the penalty of death.  Bibi was tried in court and, despite denying the blasphemy charge, was sentenced to be hanged.

Salmaan Taseer, a Muslim who held the post of governor of Punjab, took up her cause and argued that this law was unjust and being used unfairly against Bibi.  Earlier this year, he was murdered by a member of his own security detail, who shot him 26 times with a submachine gun.  Taseer’s assassin, while in police custody, was showered with rose petals by supporters.  Mullahs throughout the country warned that if anyone even grieved for Taseer, they were exposing themselves to the same fate.

Another courageous and merciful man, Shahbaz Bhatti, a Christian who held the position of Federal Minister for (Religious) Minority Affairs, then took up Bibi’s cause.  He also argued against the blasphemy law and claimed the charges against Bibi were baseless and concocted.  On March 2, he died in a hail of bullets when a car carrying a group of gunmen pulled in front of his car and they opened fire on him.

Salmaan Taseer and Shahbaz Bhatti, both highly visible public figures in Pakistan, believed in freedom of conscience and authentic faith in God.  For this strong and true belief, both willingly and courageously walked the path of martydom.  Those who killed them seek to place God’s loving faith in chains and seek to take away from others the blessing of free will.  Yet, in accordance with the wisdom and love of the most high, God freely gave this blessing to the first man, even knowing this first man would then succumb to the temptation to take what wasn’t his (so the child sin follows closely after its father).  May the glory and all the blessings of God, whom Taseer and Bhatti served so faithfully, be with them and theirs forever.

This past June, Bibi passed the two year mark on her time in jail.  She fears she could be murdered in jail, like Qamar David, a 55-year-old Catholic who was serving a life sentence for blasphemy.  Extremist groups have put a bounty on her head of $6,000.  Her husband and children have also been declared to be targets and received death threats.   Saying they are concerned about her safety, authorities have kept her in an isolation cell for 24 hours a day, without even a small break for outside air and sun.

Bibi was relocated to a women-only prison after extremists threatened to blow up the prison where she was staying. She has recently fallen ill with chickenpox, apparently because her room and bed sheets have not been cleaned.  She spends her time fasting and praying for others.

There are many people praying for Bibi.  Please consider joining in this prayer, even if you don’t consider yourself very religious or think your prayer won’t matter.  Every voice is heard by God.  Bibi can certainly use all the help she can get, including yours.  Apparently she has asked for prayers for strength and safety. Thank you so much.

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For Easter

Sunrise (modified)There is the way of water.  In water, face answers to face.  Prov. 27:19.  And it is this way too with blood. That is, in blood or suffering, the truth is revealed to our heart.

There is the way of iron.  Iron sharpens iron, and one man sharpens another.  Prov. 27:17.  Iron is power, and men tryy to outdo each other in power, and so become more cunning.

Then there is the way of water and Spirit.  Lest one is born of water and the Spirit, he cannot enter the kingdom of God.  John 3:5.  Water is the sacrifices or blood we give to lift the burdens from others and to give new life.  This is loving others as ourselves.  

Spirit is how we live, what we do with ourselves, out of love for God and our Lord Jesus Christ.  It is not the dead letter of the law, but rather what is written on the tablet of our living hearts.  2 Cor. 3:1-6.  The Spirit cannot be seen or read directly by the eyes of men, but rather its force is evident by what is done, that is by what we do.  2 Cor. 3:17-4:5.  So the Spirit is like the wind that tugs the green tree to one side, or drags down the gnarly oak that is decayed and empty inside.  We see what the wind does, but not the wind itself, which is God’s living Spirit and God’s living Word written on our hearts.

Easter is the season of rebirth.  Those who are reborn to the way of Jesus Christ reveal the face of Christ.  2 Cor. 4:6.   When we give, either in sacrifice or blood, let us choose the “good” portion, which is Christ Jesus – Luke 10:42 – for those who seek after the Lord will not go away disappointed.  John 20:11-18.  John 1:14, 17.

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On Suffering and also Atheism compared with Faith

Susan Jacoby recently published an article entitled “The Blessings of Atheism,” in the opinion pages of the New York Times Sunday Review (dated January 5, 2013, link provided here).  In her article, Ms. Jacoby lamented the reluctance of atheists like herself to offer consolation to those afflicted with personal tragedy, such as to grieving parents devasted by the death of their children.  She described her own conversion to atheism when faced with the suffering and death of her 9-year-old friend, who had contracted polio and had for eight years been confined to an iron lung before dying, his suffering beginning not long after Jonas Salk’s vaccine began to eradicate polio.  She took it as a “positive blessing” that she did not have to ask “why an all-powerful, all-good God allows such things to happen.” After concluding that “free will” was “Western monotheism’s answer” to why God didn’t prevent such “slaughter of innocents,” she said that “many people” could not “let God off the hook in that fashion,” that as an atheist she was “free to concentrate on the fate of this world…without trying to square things with an unseen lord in the next,” and declared that a “deeply held conviction” in the “absence of an afterlife lends a greater, not a lesser, moral importance to our actions on this earth.” 

Ms. Jacoby then praised Robert Green Ingersoll, who died in 1899, who was known as “the Great Agnostic” and who frequently delivered “secular eulogies” at funerals.  For example, he once comforted a grieving friend who had lost a child with words that included “death, even at its worst, is only perfect rest…The dead do not suffer.”  She then issued a call for atheists to “speak up” and “take responsibility for whatever it is humans are responsible for,” such as showing up at gravesides.  Because I believe Ms. Jacoby is incorrect in concluding that atheism has more to offer grieving people than faith does and also incorrect in concluding that faith has no adequate explanation for suffering, I will now proceed to show why the very opposite conclusions are better supported by both reason and experience.  

There is a saying, none of us make it out of life alive, though this saying is really more for atheists, not for people of faith.  This seems small comfort in the face of extreme grief and suffering.  At a child’s funeral, to tell the grieving parent, “all of us are going to die some day,” is really all an atheist has to offer.  Adding that the child is now at “perfect rest” and beyond “suffering” does not add much.  Of itself, this gives little meaning to the child’s death, and if consolation is the main objective, the atheist may as well stay home.  The mere existence of death is not in serious dispute, including by those of faith.  Where faith and atheism diverge is in respect to death’s finality.  Those of faith believe that death is not final, and can share this hope with the grieving, that is, those of faith can hold out the hope of eventual reunion with one’s child or other loved one, at least at some future time on another level of existence.  But atheists have no such hope to share, only a relatively comfortless belief  “well, it happens to everyone.”

The author takes faith to task for failing to adequately explain why suffering exists.  That is, how can suffering be explained if God is really good and has complete power to prevent it?   Contrary to what the author baldly assumes without any real attempt to understand differently, suffering can be explained in a manner consistent with faith in a good and almighty God.  Indeed, it is atheism that cannot “explain” the “meaning” of suffering because as atheism understands this world, there is no “higher” meaning to anything, but rather people are mere “accidents of nature” who are, in relation to meaning, making it all up as they go along.  Indeed, from the atheist perspective, even “nature” is an accident, and all life on our planet is just the result of some freakish congruence of physical events which, as time passes, are doomed to to gradually fade away into oblivion in the face of increasing disorder and malfunction, while the enormous material bodies of our vast universe silently hurl in utterly meaningless manner through largely empty space.  As a corrective to this bleak and depressing worldview, I would recommend the book “Three Philosophies of Life,” by Peter Kreeft.

So how can a good God allow suffering to exist?  If we are speaking about suffering caused by other people (versus by tornados or eating bad foods or biting dogs or other non-human causes) one explanation, fully in accord with faith and experience, is that God places a high priority on allowing people to have free will and to experience the real consequences of their choices, even if this means that others may suffer as a result.  To be sure, God could have decided otherwise, and whenever someone was about to suffer, could have pulled out a magic eraser and reversed the hurt.  So why doesn’t God do this?  (Or at least normally do this, for periodically, according to objective record, God does intervene, as in the spontaneous remission of a disease that has gone way beyond a state invariably considered fatal.)

While there are no definite answers, perhaps there is a clue in the fact that unless we ourselves can feel suffering, we can hardly have empathy for the suffering of others.  It would be like someone trying to explain color to a person born blind or what it is like to have an itching arm to someone born without limbs.  Unless we ourselves have felt physical pain or grief or abandonment or betrayal or frustration or hopelessness or fear, we can hardly feel empathy for those who do have those feelings.  Without our own ability to suffer, our world would be a more even-keeled but blander place, with none of those messy afflictions and sorrows and hurts that define us as human.   Indeed, it is our susceptibility to suffering, our deep sensitivity to many different forms of suffering, that in a way makes us noble, if occasionally tragic, creatures, with our feet firmly planted on the earth, but capable of such feats of vice or virtue or endurance as to attract the attention and concern of the most holy assembly of heaven.  Would it really be possible to understand the difference between good and bad, to know the full spectrum of our most human emotions, where suffering has been suppressed?   

For that matter, from some grander and more divine perspective, perhaps God has protected us from the utter horrors of even worse evils.  How would we ever know?  Perhaps, in the larger scheme of things, we are like children complaining about being sent to the corner for a time out who cannot even begin to fathom what it would be like to face the assault of being taken a prisoner of war, perhaps while in a spiritually heightened state of increased sensibility and sensitivity to suffering.  We should not just assume, for example, that the suffering that occurs in hell is confined to physical pain, nor even reaches a limit in emotional or mental anguish, but perhaps being ourselves transformed to eternal life, there are dimensions of pain we cannot even imagine.

Linked to the idea of this world being only an intermediate state, akin to a spiritual childhood, some have suggested that at least in certain cases, suffering is a form of divine discipline, intended by our heavenly Father for our good: to produce a change of heart in us.  So Scripture says, “For thou, O God, hast tested us; thou hast tried us as silver is tried” for “thou didst lay affliction on our loins,” the point here being to heighten our awareness that we are “in trouble” (without God) and to return to God’s house with prayer and gratitude.  At the same time, we are not God, and it is all too easy for us to take the concept of loving discipline too far, so we should ever bear in mind that the proper aim is path correction and reconciliation as consistent with natural consequences and free will, for so the story of the prodigal son teaches us (who at last, of his own free volition, came to recognize his self-inflicted state of degradation and formerly errant behavior) and as Jesus suggested when he said, “Let the children come to me, and do not hinder them; for to such belongs the kingdom of heaven.”

I speak above of natural consequences, for to say that God may “allow” suffering is not at all the same as saying God is ever an active participant in causing suffering, for the very presence of God tends toward increase of blessing and restoration of truth and healing, so the mechanism of suffering is more aptly regarded as involving God “hiding his face,” at least for a time, for it is the absence of God, not God’s active involvement, that puts our lives and joy and all our good blessings at peril.   Absent God, in our hearts, in our homes, and in our communities, we soon enough naturally discover that all hell can break loose.

Even in cases where there is no obvious “lesson” to be learned from suffering, it is true enough that “unwarranted” suffering may increase our reserves of patience, of steadfast endurance, and of sympathy for the suffering of others.  In somewhat the same manner that a vaccine fosters a stronger immune system, exposure to suffering may, at least in very diluted doses, make us better equipped to tolerate and overcame subsequent evils, which indeed seems more practical than unrealistically trying to avoid every form of suffering and pain.   At the same time, there seems little merit in needlessly adding to the world’s sum total of suffering, as do those who inflict pain on themselves in an attempt to train their bodies to be obedient to their will, for they deem the body overly subject to carnal influence and needful of firmer authority.  Certainly, there is already plenty of hurt and hardship to go around in this world, and those who wish to train their body can doubtless get all the training they need, and perform better and more loving service in God’s name, by helping to carry the burdens that others are forced to shoulder.   

At some point, the idea of “discipline” (or moral instruction or character building) hardens into the idea of “punishment.”  According to this concept, God may give up on changing our heart and decide, right now in this world, to render immediate judgment.  One finds this idea expressed more frequently in earlier books of Scripture.  Perhaps this is so because, in these earlier times, God’s blessings were bestowed openly to the accompaniment of astounding wonders and evident miracles, so that a higher degree of obedience could justly be expected.  This accords with the later-stated principle that “to whom much is given, of him will much be required.”   In any event, life was hard and life expectancy was not long.  Where death is always nearby, where sin can have disastrous consequences with life so close to the edge already, and where horrific traditions had taken deep root, such as human sacrifice, it would seem greater need would exist for stiffer divine penalties in order to contain multiplying wickedness and preserve human life.   May God’s grace keep us far removed from such dark times.

Later Scripture tends to be more “neutral” and to discount such a direct link between human behavior and divine punishment, observing that “even the wise die, the fool and the stupid alike must perish” or “Again I saw that under the sun the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, nor bread to the wise, nor riches to the intelligent, nor favor to the men of skill; but time and chance happen to them all.”   In the Gospels of still later date, Jesus tells the crowd to love their enemies for then “you may be sons of your Father who is in heaven; for he makes his sun rise on the evil and on the good, and sends rain on the just and on the unjust.”  Here the connection between bad behavior and “divine punishment,” at least immediately in this world, seems attenuated indeed.

Elsewhere, in referring to eighteen people killed when a tower in Siloam fell on them, Jesus says, “do you think that they were worse offenders than all the others who dwelt in Jerusalem?  I tell you, No; but unless you repent you will all likewise perish.”  An important question here is how to interpret that word “likewise.”  Perhaps what this means is that when God does intervene to stop evil, the intervention is sudden, like a building falling on someone (or a divided sea coming back together or the earth suddenly opening and swallowing the evildoers).   More typically, with Jesus miraculous interventions are invariably treated as opportunities for showing the reality of divine mercy and grace, not divine anger and punishment.  So, when Jesus delays visiting his friend Lazarus and Lazarus dies, Jesus says “for your sake I am glad that I was not there, so that you may believe. But let us go to him.”   Upon arriving, after first being “deeply moved in spirit” by the weeping of those around Lazarus’s tomb, Jesus proceeds to raise Lazarus from the dead, all to the greater glory of a most merciful God.

Regarding, then, the whole body of Scripture, we find a general shift in which immediate divine “punishment” is deferred in favor of a common day of judgment for all on the last day, for we are told it is not God’s will that “any should perish, but that all should reach repentance.”  To like effect, is Jesus’ parable about letting the weeds and wheat grow together “lest in gathering the weeds you root up the wheat along with them.”  Certainly, there are many instances of wondrous mercy and grace in Scripture where “sinners” who had earlier done wicked acts were later reconciled and called to be great servants of God, among them Moses and St. Paul.   Given all this, in accord with Holy Scripture, we are hardly warranted, at least at present, in assuming there’s a link between suffering and divine punishment.

Another reason why God might allow suffering in this world is to allow us to “prove” ourselves, that is, this world is, as it were, a kind of proving grounds, where we are given the opportunity to either prove our virtue and “mettle” or confirm our vice and “weakness” (or possibly both, depending on the attributes in question).   Given that God knows everything about us, even to the point of forseeing how we are going to act, we may conclude that this “proving” is mainly for our own benefit.   If we do not, in this age, rely solely on God’s Word to convince us of God’s existence, we can hardly be expected, in the coming age, to trust God’s Word as to how we “would have” acted in the face of trial and tribulation had we been given the chance.  It is doubtful the truly bad will agree they would have been so wicked as to deserve hell, nor would the truly good likely agree they would have been so virtuous as to deserve heaven. Putting it to the test eliminates any dispute.

Another reason for God to allow suffering is so that those who have suffered can, in turn, serve as a guiding light for those facing similar afflictions. Those who have suffered in a similar way share a very deep bond, and this bond is a reflection of the deep bond and relationship most of humanity naturally has with the suffering Christ.  For it is hardly possible to reach maturity in this world without having suffered in some “unjust” and “undeserved” way that was completely “without cause.”  Those who have walked the road of suffering can, by their very survival, offer hope to those still deep in the throes of suffering and despair, as by pointing out what to expect, or what things made the suffering worse and so are to be avoided, or what things helped to lighten suffering’s heavy load.  In this way, those who have suffered have good blessings they can offer to others, and so may walk closer to God as God’s servants or children or representatives on earth.

Another reason why God may allow suffering is to more clearly cast a light on wickedness, to stir our hearts and encourage self-reflection, and to drive accelerated and positive change.  When people say why doesn’t God intervene to stop evil, what they really mean is why doesn’t God intervene sooner. So, for example, in article, the author asks why her friend had to suffer from polio and why the cure didn’t come soon enough to help her friend.  This ignores that one significant factor that likely drove the fund-raising that paid for the research that ultimately found the cure for polio was, as with other diseases, the obvious and horrible suffering it caused. In Holy Scripture, there is a suggestion that God might wait for relatively long periods, at least relative to human life spans, before stopping evil.  One could conclude that God allows the consequences of great wickedness to have its full effect before intervening so that people will realize the full extent of evil that accompanies particular forms of wickedness.  Some forms of wickedness, at least at the outset, may seem relatively harmless.  Indeed, even when great wickedness is allowed to proceed to its full effect, to stand forever as a horrible example, as it were, there will likely still be people who will deny this great wickedness was really all that bad.  We see this, for example, with those who deny the horrors or the principal causes of the Holocaust.

Still another reason why God might allow suffering is to prevent a still greater evil.  For example, the drowning of a young child in a river sounds like a horrible and senseless tragedy.  But what if that young child would later grow up to become Adolf Hitler?  How much evil and how many innocent lives would have been saved had Hitler died as a youth in a “tragic” drowning accident?  What if, on the other hand, Hitler had been less evil and megalomaniacal than he was.  What if he hadn’t simultaneously turned on Russia while attacking the original Allies, or what if he had acted with more restraint by stopping with the invasion of Austria and Czechoslovakia, at least until such time he had further developed his rocket and nuclear war capabilitites?  The truth is, being only human, we can only see the great evil that occured, but without the fuller divine perspective, we have no way to discern whether or not by means of some “evil” a still greater evil was avoided.    

Yet another reason why God might allow suffering is to prepare us for the coming age. There is some hint of this in the parable Jesus told where he compared the kingdom of heaven to a marriage feast held by the king for his son, and how this king came upon one man with no wedding garment.  When the king asked “how did you get in here without a wedding garment,” the man was speechless, whereupon the king ordered his servants to bind the man “hand and foot, and cast him into the outer darkness; there men will weep and gnash their teeth.”   

One way to understand the significance of this parable is to assume that originally the man did have a wedding garment, for elsewhere Jesus says that those resurrected “cannot die anymore” and “are like angels in heaven,” by which we may understand that everyone resurrected to heaven assumes a new body of some transformed or elevated sort.  Yet once having assumed this “wedding garment,” as the parable would seem to describe it, it appears possible to change back into something inferior, possibly by committing a grievous sin anew in heaven.  If it is also true, as Jesus further said, that “to whom much is given, of him will much be required,” what will be required of someone who has been given the gift of heaven?  What possible blessing could be greater?  In accord with the great sanctity and holiness of God’s loving presence, would not the appropriate response be one of great gratitude and sterling conduct?  What should be the punishment for rejection and willful abuse of this great blessing but the most severe punishment, and as resurrection came with eternal life, so too perhaps the punishment may likewise be eternal.  For no place higher than heaven has been revealed nor should we just assume, particularly given this parable, that heaven is a place where second chances are given.  If we are unprepared, immediate entry into heaven may not necessarily be the best thing for us.  Perhaps, after all, the places of “severe beating” and “light beating” referred to in the Gospel are really indicative of God’s great mercy and kindness to us, for even a severe beating is not final, and we should hope that our hearts are adequately prepared before we get to heaven or hell.  

In short, there are a number of reasons, some of which I have no doubt missed, why a good God may allow seemingly “senseless” suffering to occur, even though God fully has the power to prevent such suffering were this God’s will.  The existence of suffering in this world should not, then, be viewed as some insurmountable obstacle to drawing closer to God.  If anything, it is faith that lays better claim to explaining suffering, for atheism has no meaningful explanation for it at all.  Rather, like everything else it considers, atheism simply concludes about suffering that “its just the way things are.”  

In comparison with this bleak and fatalistic sense that everything is already predetermined, and there’s nothing anyone can really do about it (for even free will is held, by materialistic atheists, to be merely an illusion, and just the result of fully deterministic sequences of chemical firings in the brain), faith offers us both the promise and hope that what we do in this world really matters, both for us and for those we love, and that real goodness truly exists in this world and someday we will experience the source of this goodness in a way both wonderful and hardly now imaginable.   What hope does atheism have to offer that compares to that?

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New Day

Every stiff yoke must be broken
Not a single idol can stand
Even who we think we are
Will fade before a purer I Am

The rules that set our boundaries
Though firm as golden ring
Will break and open us to grace
With joy our hearts will sing

The musts and shoulds and all our fears
Will depart us on thatt day
For what we’re made for will be as plain
As the potter’s clay

In this age we prize self glory
Parading its emblems anxiously on our sleeve
But on that day of new apparel
To don the old will be to act most shamefully

To shine with holy light
To catch the breath of gently nestling dove
Will then suffice for us to know
We are beholden with love

Let then the trumpet sound
Let devoted grace affirm her happy lines
As she stands adorned before almighty King
With a love outlasting time

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On Christmas

Was there ever a cry
From that manger bed
Where baby Jesus
Rested his head

Or was this soul
Knowing love outright
Already restful
And calm as the night

Why to watchful shepherds
Did angels appear
To announce this birth
God’s peace and good cheer

And also a star
To wise men appeared
To direct their steps
To the infant dear

Was this a foretelling
That God’s loving Word
Would be heard high and low
With none preferred

So far in the distance
Must have then seemed the tree
Later to drip blood and water
At Calvary

Yet the season had come
And the forest new green
Ready to sprout early buds
And bear fruit for their King

Soon fortresses of hard power
Would show cracks and fall
For God’s kingdom had arrived
Heralded by angel and star

So small the shimmering mist
Of everlasting breath
In the cold still of night
Where the newborn slept

Yet this lovely light-tinged cloud
Would never concede
Full victory to death
And departt the field completely

But instead with valiant faithfulness
Will return crowned in glory
Leading hosts of angels in train
And restore God’s goodness eternally

In this moist and quiet breath
Is the blessed water of life
And those departing who have imbibed its sweetness
Will yet awaken to holy kiss and light

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On Pride and Divine Love

Pride is one-dimensional, but at the same time is subtle enough to hide its stern face from itself. It is one-dimensional because, in any particular context, it separates people along the single axis of a line, a line divided by a point into two sides or categories.  Pride then classifies everyone else, with the possible exception of certain favored individuals, into one or the other category, so that if they fit the one category they are deemed good; if they fit into the other, they are deemed bad. This is the presumably “objective” scale on which pride normally chooses to render judgment and also the subtle or invidious aspect of pride. For invariably, the category that pride considers good just happens to align with some trait or virtue that the prideful one associates with their own self.  

So then, to take a few examples, the prideful one may divide all people into the noble strong and the cravenly weak, or the truly devout and the heretics, or the societal benefactors and the dependent parasites, or the fair-looking and the ugly, or the loyal and the suspect outsiders, or the clean and the unclean, which in these times are also labeled the fundamentally healthy and the incorrigibly ill, or the self-sufficient and the sheep-like follower, and so on.  The dividing point is set by whatever virtue the prideful one may, with a degree of confidence, confer on their own person, though indeed tthis confidence may, at root, spring from a deep-seated insecurity and envy.  

In short, this simple dichotomy allows the prideful to favorably compare themselves to others, and so to magnify their own self-image above those seen to fall short, all the while hiding the true standard of the comparison, which is their own self, by reassuring reference to a presumably “objective” scale.  This, of course, ignores the multi-dimensional nature of man and the inability of one person to fully know the “whole picture” in relation to another, that is, the full extent of external, internal, and inherited conditions and challenges that each individual has to face, which is why, of course, judgments of fundamental human worth (as contrasted with judgment of external action) is best left to the province of the all-seeing and all-knowing God.  While, to be sure, there are divinely appointed scales to assist in discerning between sinful and righteous conduct, and while we can hardly avoid evaluating character based on a sufficient sampling of particular instances of conduct, opinions of human worth based on estimates of general character are ever subject to later revision based on ripening human maturity and changing external conditions that reveal previously latent virtues or vices, as divine mercy or judgment may direct.

The payoff in the self-blindness of pride comes from elevation of self and a mood-lifting feeling of justifiable superiority.  However, there is a darker flip side to this, for with this superiority comes indifference or contempt for others, which in turn leads to exclusion and harshness, which then easily grows into anger and hatred and division and oppression and victimization and the excusing of acts of cruelty and great wickedness.  Where is the love in this?  There is no steadfast love in pride, except perhaps an insular self-love, for in order to maintain its swollen state, pride is driven to create new scales, so that those who are now adjudged to fall into the good category, will later find themselves on the wrong side of some newer scale. 

In distinction to swelling pride, there is a sweet tenderness and receptive humility about love.  It is not the nature of love to judge and condemn but rather to overlook “flaws” and “faults” in others, which flaws and faults, at the moment perceived, precisely identify those aspects in which our own pride is likely to awaken.  So Holy Scripture rightly teaches that “love covers all offenses” and that one “who forgives an offense seeks love.”   Such faithful or forgiving love may be found, for example, in the love of a mother who seems to go beyond all reason in defending her misbehaving child.   As St. Paul movingly wrote “Love does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful….Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.”    Such love can be to the individual soul like a salvific balm with the power to gradually heal very deep wounds of hurt and anguish.  

It is, indeed, to the extent we can sympathize with those different from us, who appear to us to have flaws that we ourselves do not possess, that we draw closer to the quality of divine love.  In respect to such love, at one end of the spectrum, we find the sociopath, who does not view anyone else as a person of worth comparable to themselves, but rather views all others as objects, to be manipulated like some mechanical lever on a casino slot machine.  Here the range of heartfelt sympathy for those who are different is narrowed to the vanishing point.  Nearer to the other end of the spectrum is, for example, the saintly missionary, who out of sheer kindness and loving spirit, seeks to bring about blessing and good things for a people of entirely different culture and values, even if this requires great cost and sacrifice and a laying aside of their own personal concerns and fulfillment.  Here the range of sympathy for those who are different is quite broad.

In this regard, it will be noted that however vast the difference in worth between any two people, this difference is miniscule in comparison to the vastness of difference in worth between any human person and God.  Here, for simplicity sake, we leave aside from consideration any such people who may be deemed to have received an inflowing of the divine or Holy Spirit, though surely sanctification on earth is not quantifiably comparable to exhaltation in heaven.  If, then, God loves man despite this vastness of difference, it will be apparent to those who love God that they too, as ones who strive to please God, should likewise aspire, as in loving emulation, to extending this broadness of sympathy of divine love to others.   In such love there is hope of finding real peace, not of the provisional type as commonly goes by the name of “truce,” but a lasting peace, for love that is meted out by measure based on temporary merit and provisional meeting of ever-shifting humanly-derived scales of worth can produce only temporary security and calm, but from the branch of abiding love grows the precious fruit of abiding peace.  Dear Lord, may every soul be delivered from wound and pain and anguish and may contempt and torment and envy be forever banished by the healing balm of your divine love.

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On Birds and Animals

Dear Lord,

Where do the foolish go? Do they not run where angels fear to tread? So, with careless indifference, they knowingly provoke and tread on the sensibilities of others. In this, are they not like the feckless Dodo bird? Yett, in their inclination to run toward commotion and to return over-and-over again to scenes of turmoil and gore and suffering, perhaps they are more like the pack dog.

I know, O Lord, that Scripture says that dogs are among those creatures which will not enter heaven. Yet, O Lord, I think there are dogs and, then again, there are dogs. As with other creatures typically spoken badly of in Scripture, there are some dogs I do not think you mind so much. O Lord and Savior, not all dogs are like pack animals who mercilessly hunt and rend their prey like wolves and crouch when trouble is at the door, but some are like family pets and best friends to man and with the same tongue gratefully lick their master’s face and his crumbs from beneath the table.

Dear Lord, once when I was very young and full of despair at a hopeless situation, our family dog, a blonde Spaniel, listened patiently as I poured out my heart, resting her jaw on my bent knee. For I was sitting on the edge of the patio, cradling my legs, and she was looking up at me with her deeply moist and brown eyes. Her honeyed presence was a healing balm to my soul. Not all dogs are so bad, O Lord. Indeed, some are more affectionate and faithful than those accorded that reputation among men.

Yet, in truth, none of this is news to you, but I only say it aloud for my own and others’ sake. When a woman of the Syro-Phoenicians, a people of foreign and profane faith, humbly asked for healing for her young daughter, did you not yourself initially make complaint? Did you not say she was like a dog, who begged for food belonging to the Israelite children, the children of your people and faith? Were not the Phoenicians a people of disgraceful faith who gave up their own children to horrible idols of gold?

Yet when she indignantly answered, with blushing words, that even the dogs can eat the crumbs that fall from their master’s table, did you not then praise her great faith? And great was her faith, for it was far removed from the disgraceful faith of others in near relation and she delivered her child by lowering herself before God’s wondrous mercy.  Did you not then bid her go, for her daughter had been healed on account of her faith? So a mountain of affliction and misery was lifted by your holy presence and her humble prayer. Is not sweet wisdom justified by the tart yet blushing words and actions of all her children?

Should we turn aside from our table someone who is obviously in need of drink and food merely because they are strangers and do not tally up, in our eyes, as one we may number as a friend or kin or trusted ally? Is it enough to say that this stranger does not dance to the particular melody that provides us with our own deepest joy and loudest celebration, nor share in that deepest cry which we make to you alone, O God, when faced with certain afflictions that cast down our soul in deepest sorrow? How could this ever be, O God, for we are all different, and our ears find sweetness in different music and our bodies and resolve, being of different strengths, are more or less able to bear up under different burdens?

The truth, O Lord, is that we will each have to “face the music,” as they say, based on what we alone have said and done, as measured against what is truly in our heart. And furthermore we will be judged by what we have done, through our words and hands, to our own soul. O Lord, who but you can look deep into every man’s heart, deeper even into our own heart and own weaknesses and own lives than we ourselves can. For you are our God and our very Creator, who made us for yourself by “knitting” together our frame and who can see over all from his throne placed most high. So it is fitting that you be the one who will hand down sentence and carry out holy justice.

But it is another who will be our advocate or accuser. For it is our own words who will return on the last day either to bless or condemn us. The “good” that we say is good for others’ sake willl be the good that we ourselves receive. And our judge will be our own soul, who will either rejoice in joy at its happy childhood within or bemoan most sorrowfully its prolonged isolation and bleak captivity, if not before, then afterward  Please send us, even at this very moment, the One whose feet bears the message of holy peace and who has the power to set our souls free!

But, O Lord, I do not wish to dwell on these things that relate to the lost or wounded soul.  Yet it is true enough that if we cannot do good for our own child, who we can see, we can hardly do good for our own soul, who we cannot.   In place of a soul, even a fish might be tempted to swallow a shiny coin with an image bearing promises of prestige, wealth, and power.  In divine justice, O Lord, how can an imperishable and scorned soul ever be yoked with one perishable and blameworthy? 

O Lord, I wanted to write lightly, about certain birds and animals, and of these have covered only the Dodo and dog, and perhaps not so lightly at that.  I have yet to cover the shameless, the blameless, and the frumpy.  Please O Lord, as I continue these remarks, as time and your grace permits, lett me find words acceptable in your sight: words firmly plump and pleasing and sweetly tender of taste, like sun-ripened fruit.

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On the mark

 The above chart is instructive. The parenthetical comments, as well as the general divisions, stem from my own interpretation of Scripture.  The ordering comes from the Scriptural order found in Revelations 22: 14 (see last column).  May God be merciful of any errors in what follows, for I freely confess I lack formal training in the traditions that have long examined this topic (relating to eschatological concerns, that is, the end times).  I have read freely in lay literature about religious topics in general, though certainly no books specifically on the end times.

 

More specifically, I disclaim any pretension to inerrancy. Everyone is free to come to their own conclusions, for without free will, O God, how holy is true love?  And what love is more true than yours! 

 

As you well know God, I only present this chart because I think it may be helpful for those who seek to turn away from the path of unrighteousness. That is, my hope is that this chart will be used as a shield, in the sense of personally avoiding evil; not as a sword, in the sense of bringing evil upon others. Let us not be like those King David spoke of when he said “He loved to curse; let curses come on him! He did not like blessing; may it be far from him!” (Ps. 109:17)  As to why I present this now; well, it seems fitting to talk of things concerning the Beast either on a day on or near Halloween.  I freely received, O Lord, so I also freely give.  Please, O Lord, let this be an apt time in accordance with your will and loving purpose.

 

Proverbs 6:15 speaks of the “six things which the Lord hates, seven which are an abomination to him.” Items 6 and 7 are very closely related, so the total count depends how finely you make the distinction between saying and acting on falsehoods. Items 1 and 6 and 2 and 7 are also closely related. The main point is that those humans who bear “the mark” or “the number” of the beast (Rev. 13:17-18) will be those possessing the six (seven?) traits or vices of Proverbs 6:15 (or Revelations 22:14) as opposed to those possessing the positive graces or virtues of Psalms 15 (or Matt. 5:1-11).

 

The sixes are three in count (666; some say its actually 616 in the oldest versions, I’ll let others argue over that one).  This is probably because these “abominable” traits have been in man since his creation (or, very near to it; that’s one count of six), through the time of the prophets and the present (that’s the second count of six), and will be to the last day (that’s the third count of six). As it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be. 

 

Actually, 666 is not a true number. This might be 7777 instead, so the vagueness about the precise number may be intentional. The sevens stand for the graces of God (Psalms 15 or Matt. 5:1-11). Also they stand for the seven churches or perhaps the six tribes and one church (itself of various members).  There are four counts of seven for the four witnesses, such as the four gospel writers or the father/son and master/disciple figures noted above, or perhaps Moses/Jesus and Elijah/John the Baptist. In Old Testament times, two witnesses were held to be sufficient (2; see Deut. 19:15), but in Gospel times this was doubled (44). Despite this, for the end times, 666 is not the true number, nor will three concurring witnesses be the true number of witnesses.

 

As to other “abominations” set forth in earlier Scripture (e.g., see generally Leviticus and Deuteronomy), I believe that while these may have once applied, each as proper to its own time and context, these are now superseded by the “grouping” or “set” of those proclaimed by King David, acting under the direction of the Holy Spirit, and his very “wise” son, Solomon. That, at least, is my belief, though some may disagree. In any event, I think the list of Proverbs 6:15 can be regarded as a minimalist summary of what is truly offensive to God.  Dear Lord, if I err here, the error is all my own.  Please have mercy for I am trying my best.  Please take this offering and let it be a blessing for all your children.   For Scripture tells us that it is not your will that “any” one should perish (Ezek. 18:27-32; 2 Pet. 3:3-9).

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Sailing

Ω
Am
Hurre
Here I am
Go not away
I am here God
Is there anything

is there anything, anything more that I can say
in the storm, in the dark, in the misty haze
only let me in your strong arms continue
in your tender embrace
forever let me stay
let me stay

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Getting There (reposted)

Is it, oh Lord, a long walk
To get to there from here?
Is there much trouble on the way
Much pain, much grief, much fear?

Is it much further, oh dear Lord
Or will it be quick as the swallow flies?
Will your glory touch my heart
Or first will it touch my eyes?

With solid faith in your mercy
I need not fret how things will be
Yet how heaven and earth connect
Is a mystery as deep as the sea

Please, oh Lord, stay near
As I continue this journey
If, on the way, I should stumble
Please reach out and steady me

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On Becoming Free

To become free, we must first identify the rigid rules of our own inner agenda that chain our heart like a steel band.  

These must be released in order to be free. So it is written, you shall know the truth and the truth shall make you free.  

These rules are identified by those times when someone does something that “makes” us feel envious or afraid (or anxious) or resentful or angry (or frustrated).  Note the emotion that heads this list, though seemingly lighter and less severe than what comes after, rolls forward like a wave, catching and collecting in its wake all the dank wretchedness of the ones that follow. So, where you feel envy, you are afraid of “losing out” or “losing ground” (fear) to the other, so you become resentful, then angry (at the other who is unfairly taking advantage of the situation).  This builds up in the form of frustration, then ill-will, then desire to exact revenge, then malice, then hatred.  

Eventually, the “end” begins to seem more important than the “means,” so one begins to feel justified, having been “hurt” themselves, in hatching a plan of evil to hurt the other, even though such hurt requires cold and brutish indifference (beginning with harsh words, then culminating eventually in violence) or lying (including falsely accusing, as so: “the other did this horrible thing, so they are a horrid person) or betrayal (to your face, I’m your friend – but when you turn your back, the knife goes in).  So the Evil One is truly called the father of lies and deception and false accusation and coldness (contemptuous indifference and brutishness) and betrayal (faithlessness).  

As hate builds, in order to “reinforce” our self-image (as if propping up the tottering walls of a shaky house), we overcompensate by allowing the spirit of “pride,” or self-righteousness, to commensurately inflate our being.  We are right, they are wrong, and it is “our way or the highway” (or sacrificial pit).  So, we close our mind to the essential “personhood” of the other, and fail to see that, behind the others greatly “flawed” actions are the same human longings that we ourselves are so quick to pursue, such as the desire to be loved, to be accepted, to be valued and counted worthy, to be nutured, to be held in affection, to be healthy, to be secure and at peace, to be healed of our outer and inner wounds.  Shakespeare was rightt to say that if we are true to ourselves (that is, inwardly acknowledge what is true of ourselves) we cannot be false to any other.  Or, in more compelling imagery, we are better able to detect the speck (or the cause of error) in another’s eyes when we have first removed and taken a good look at the beam (the cause of gross error) in our own.  

If we are to hold fast to what is true, in the sense of truly loving or enduring in love, and also to what is most full of grace, in the sense of gracious goodness, we must allow ourselves to become tender and weak so that God’s strength may shine through, just as a young mother does not exertt her full strength in cradling her infant child.   Instead of the “all controlling” way of self love, we need to learn to trust in God and God’s power and purpose.  For indeed trust in God and dependance on God, or what is also called faith, is an ever growing and “real” thing, like a plant.  It begins with a sense of our utter need for God’s forgiveness and love and guidance and protection, which leads to a deep-felt prayer of “broken-heartedness and contriteness, then to great gratitude and joy, as we sense the boundless love that God has for us.

Over time, and more and more, we come to appreciate and feel gratitude for God’s loving care in the face of our own helplessness and confusion.  For tthough God’s ways are often mysterious, our hearts are lit, as if like a lamp, and burn brightly with the oil of God’s love, so we neither doubt God’s love nor the almighty power of his firm hand.  But, for us, God is very much alive and actively at work in blessing the world.  For this reason, we no longer need to “dictate” everything and “control” everybody, but only love them with the same boundless and overspilling love that God has poured into our own beings.  This is how we find our way out of the binding rut and self-snaring pit of self-love.  

For indeed the great adultery is to marry oneself to the perfect exclusion of others, which is why an evil generation seeks an external “sign” from God. That is, they insist that God demonstrate, beyond any doubt (by which they mean beyond the capacity of their own nearly limitless doubt) that there is something truly “out there” that is “more important than themselves.”   

God’s love begins from inside, and those who do not receive God’s love into their own heart will never perceive from the many signs outside that there is something present which is much greater than themselves.  To be sure, even at this very moment, there are a multitude of signs that externally signify God’s love and blessings.  But not all are given eyes to see, ears to hear, or a soul that yet cries out to be filled with God’s sweet and most holy love.  

Lest you lose yourself in God’s love, you are truly lost.  Blessed are the lost, for they hunger and thirst for the light. And the light and glory of God’s Love likewise searches for them.  Until you lose yourself in God’s love, you will never truly find love in the hearts and souls of others.  

God does not appear to those who so piously and publicly declare that they are found.  For the Great Physician does not come for the well, but for those humble and desperate enough to recognize just how sorely they need God’s forgiving and merciful love.  This is those who, being repeatedly despised and harangued by others, are only too aware of their own flaws and weaknesses.  In their righteous and pure hearts, they are ever so weary of evil and injustice and tears and pain and hurt and woundedness and the world’s sickness.  They yearn so very much, right to the core of their being, for the restoration in this world of God’s goodness and peace and righteousness and joy and tender healing and true peace.  As is written, those who ask, whose souls truly yearn for God’s love, will receive.

As these souls kneel in God’s presence, in stature before God no taller than a young child before their most upright Father, they gain a heightened sense of God’s most abundant love and purity.  They begin to understand that in spiritual riches they kneel before God as beggars before a king, and so are even more keenly aware of their utter lowliness relative to God’s most glorious throne.  Begging forgiveness, they throw themselves at God’s feet in desperation, pleading for mercy and healing.  At that very moment, losing themselves in God’s love, they find themselves again.  Yet not just themselves, but a greater life and glory and joy than they have ever known before, which is their soul overspilling with God’s most tender love, their heart finding strength in God’s enduring faithfulness, and their mind calmed by God’s true Spirit of holy peace.

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